It really came!

2013!!

Everyone, happy new year!!

For Kaelly,

2012... it was a year full of experiences

I learnt a lot of things,

I met a lot of people...

I made a lot of great memories!

However,

Because that same Kaelly isn't able to make choices

Because of that, I was not able to truly improve myself

And I ended up not doing as many things as I wished to!

This Kaelly, I don't want her to keep going that way

So, in 2013, I want to be able to make choices for myself!

It is an important year...

2013... is the year... of my Graduation!

My Bachelor Degree...

It will be over in no time!

What should I do?

Because my future is at stake,

I truly feel the importance of setting up my mind...

It is a bit scary but...

I want to be able to seriously think about it,

So I won't regret anything later!

Starting 2013 that way...

I wonder if it's all right?

But, being nervous... as a new year start... is normal after all!

Let's all work together to make 2013 a beautiful year!

It's soon!

Holidays...

They are so close!

Finally~~

We have been waiting a looo~ng time!

I bought presents for...

My dad

My little brother

And I handmade others for...

A.

My mum

My Grand-mother!

Also, also

I did a looo~t of handmade Christmas Cards!

I hope everyone will like it~~

LOVE LOVE

Everyone,

Be Happy For the Christmas Season!

Lately, I've been soooo~o busy!

I guess it can't be helped,

At this time of the year...

I want to blog more,

but I have no time to!

I have plenty of storie to tell,

As I did so many things,

But you'll have to wait a little bit more!

Please be patient~~

Today, it's really it, right?

Kaelly finally turned 20?

I received tons of B-Day messages

I am so happy!

I thank everyone for their good wishes,

It truly makes me feel grateful,

To have such amazing friends and family!

Will Kaelly remember her 20th B-day?

It was just a normal day you know.

But normal days are great too!

And everyone's love is amazing

For the year to come,

Kaelly wants to be able to express herself more clearly

And to finally think about what kind of life I want to have!

Those are my wishes for this year!

Everyone, please continue to support me!

I love you!

It is my last day as 19YO-me

When I look back at this year,

It was really full of experiences!

I met a lot of new people,

I tried out a lot of new things,

I went to Canada by myself...

All of those things, 

I am grateful I was able to do them!

When I turned 19,

I said I wanted to make this year memorable,

And, honestly, I think I did!

For my last hours as 19YO-me,

I will probably be studying but...

It isn't a bad thing, right?

19YO girls should be reliable~~

Today, after a terribly long wait,

I met with long-time-no-see friends!

It was really a wonderful diner!

Since we hadn't met in a while,

We discussed a ton~

The main theme was...

"Being Happy"

For Kaelly, Happiness is the usual state, you kno~w?

But, being happy, what does it mean?

I think...

Being happy, it doesn't mean you can't be sad.

Sadness and Happiness aren't incompatible,

Somebody who is truly happy has feelings too!

One can be upset or sad or bored,

Those feelings aren't permanent,

They will go, at some point...

But happiness, it is something you have to want,

It is something stronger than passing thoughts

My friend told me

"It needs a very strong character,

To be happy whatever what happens"

Maybe she is right.

Maybe it is more difficult to be happy all the time,

Maybe the idea of a permanent happiness is scary?

That was the kind of discussion we had

So thoughtful~~

 I wonder if I was able to express my ideas well?

You know,

Kaelly really loves Morning Musume

It seems a bit childish, I guess,

Because they're idols and stuffs,

But I honestly do love them!

I wonder why,

Since I'm not really a Jpop or a Kpop fan...

Isn't it weird, for me to like them when I'm not into Jpop?

Anyway,

The last few days,

Ishida Ayumi-chan, Iikubo Haruna-chan, Fukumura Mizuki-chan

And Leader-chan Michishige Sayumi

The four of them went to France

But not only to France, to Paris!

The city I live in!

But, of course, as Kaelly isn't that lucky,

I couldn't meet with them. 

Classes are more important, you kno~w?

So,

Even though I couldn't see them,

I was really, really happy they came all the way from Japan

Isn't it amazing?

Well...

Here is a photos of the 4 girls in front of the Eiffel Tower

A~ah, so close, so close!

It was last week,

Y 21th B-Day!!

Awesome~~~

NY, F and me bought her a present!

I was a bit nervous,

Since it was my idea,

But she loved it!

I'm so happy!!

Also, last saturday,

We went to the restaurant "Le Jardin du Roy"

It's near St-Michel, but the menu isn't expensive at all!

I paid 15e for a complete diner!

It's amazing~~

Vegeteble homemade soup

 Salmon and rice

Apple pie

Also, I met with a lot of Y friends

That I never met before

They are seriously kind!

I had so much fun!

Y, once again, happy 21th Birthday!

With my friends,

We are planning to go to London in January,

But I don't want to...

I mean, I do want to,

But there is this feeling...

I am not comfortable with the idea AT ALL

Like...

I don't know,

It's so strange...

Of course,

I can't tell them about it

They wouldn't understand...

Anyway, it's foolish, I guess

I should be happy...!

Hi minna~~!

Today is saturday but...

I have classes!

Well, I'm not complaining,

Since this year is the last one

Have a good week-end everyone!